Sometimes I am just afraid and that is OK …….. part two

I read over this blog that I wrote last year around this time, as I was starting in on My newest venture into change.  Some things have changed and I am stepping forward in new directions, but I think it is worth re posting.

We all are afraid of something big or small, it is how we choose to show up in this world and move forward that makes all the difference.

In the last few months I have made some big changes of attitude towards my future and I am seeing positive results.

“As many of you know, over the last five years or so I have been on quite a transformative journey.  I have embraced the idea of working towards whole health and wellness.  It has been eye opening and phenomenally life changing.

I move forward with the purpose of engaging a fearless spirit when I am afforded new opportunities and the possibilities of new challenges and experiences.

Most Of The Time………

Sometimes I am just afraid……. Afraid to step forward…….Afraid to take the chance ……

I know that I have made huge changes and huge strides forward and I Am Capable of taking on the new Challenges that are coming my way and the opportunities that are going to help me develop myself and my business.

For the last five years in particular I have been embracing every opportunity that comes my way and the result has been quite amazing.  I have had the opportunity to meet so many different people and make so many connections that have led me in some incredible new directions.  I have people in my life who are willing to share their expertise, knowledge and experience to help me grow on my path.  It is not like everything is always easy or perfect but it is always moving forward in a positive way with valuable lessons learned,

I have the tools I need to take that Big Step Forward, to fully commit to my future. I tell myself that I am ready, that I have, and I am in the process of building something new, something big, a new life path.

And yet I am afraid………

What exactly am I afraid of ?

Well here is the thing……. In reality I am resisting fully committing like crazy.  I see it in the way I approach my consistency in my lifting and my eating , the diligence with which I work on my coaching certification program. By fully confidently stepping forward and embracing what I know I can do and be, I have to give up that safety net of showing up in my life as not being quite accomplished enough.

I have to admit that I have the strength and determination to achieve whatever I put my mind to.

I have to admit that I know I have the ability to not only achieve it but be exceptional at it.

I have to admit that because I totally believe in living a life of abundance, I am ready for that life.

I am at a point now where, to put it bluntly, I have to “shit or get off the pot”.

I know it and quite frankly it terrifies me a bit because I know that once I fully commit to admitting who my true self is, what my abilities actually are, my life is going to change completely and there is no going back.

So Yes……. I am afraid sometimes, and for now that is OK because I know why I am afraid and I Do have the Courage to do something about it.

What is that old saying…we have nothing to fear but fear itself?

I am working on getting rid of that fear that really is so obviously to me,  simply just holding me back from my amazing future. ”

So what has changed in a year?

Well I am OK with doing things that make me uncomfortable now.  I finally have accepted that if you trust your intuition and just go ahead and work at it, you can do it.

Fear, Anxiety, Stress, Change, are all part of life, and what make you uniquely who You are.  No one is exactly like you and that is the way it is supposed to be.

Ha ha I am embracing by photo phobia and just trying to calmly and creatively embrace the experience. So far so good.

What you expect from yourself is what you will get. So aim high and reach for your goal no matter what anyone might think or tell you. Invest in yourself and the future you want. You are worth it

Learn to articulate who you are and what you are aiming for. Share it ………..and realize that it is time to get going on whatever your goal is.

Shit Happens !

You Don’t Have An Unlimited Time To Live Your Dreams So Get Going !.

You Better Be Striving to Live Your Best life Every Dam Day !

 

BMG

 

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